He took his shirt off and I saw the lean mass of muscles and I touched his bare chest. He took my hand and led me to my bed. I told him that I was n...rvous, that I haven't had sex with a man that I did not know. He softly kissed me again, and said that he would take his time, that I didn't have to do anything that I didn't want to, and that he wanted to make me climax several times. We kissed more as his hands kept busy with my body. He bit my breasts over my blouse (which totally drives me. Eight hundred quid smashed because I asked why you were behaving that way. Even though we went from the epitome of a loving couple, making love at least ten times a week, to never. Literally overnight, I had faith in you, in us. Even though we had shared everything, until you got home that fateful evening I was oblivious to what had happened, what you were doing. It wasn’t till my birthday, three months later, I really suspected we had a serious problem. Tradition again, every year since we got. "Next thing I knew, I was being pummeled by pillows. Mom poked her head in the room a few minutes later to calm the commotion and get us moving towards getting ready for school.School is school; what can I say? It was a Thursday, so Mom volunteered to take JR and Jenny to school. Since I had a little extra time, I took a little detour and dropped off my letter to Marsha at the post office, giving it a little kiss before I put it in the box. I laughed at myself afterwards; what, I'm not getting. Maybe we can adapt the phrase tosay that we should judge a person only by the content of hischaracter. If we can do that we have gained a measure of independencebecause a person would no longer be judged by the mercy of a societythat still does not accept something out of the norm. In fact, it ourvery humanity that lets us cope with the unknown. I leave you withthis quote. "Despair is the providence of fools." Let us not sink intodespair at our school, let's fix it with our willingness to.