. um... I can't really show you here... oh! Duh! We're in a library!"We get up and she leads me to the section with the medical books. We find Gray's ...natomy. Nobody can see us back here in the racks, we're further away from the studying bitch. We flip through the pages... there it is. The vagina, in all of it's clinical glory. Great diagrams. Michele sets the book on a shelf at the end of the rack."So, here it is. Except, your sister shaves her pubic hair." Uh, really? Why? And uh, how do you. I didn’t want to be on my own. Well I wasn’t but it’s not like I can go to talk my younger brother and sister and I didn’t want to go no where near dad. I quietly watched TV trying to forget what happened last week, it made me sick and it seemed that he was enjoying it. I jumped when I heard“Melanie, I’ve been thinking of you!” I began o shake in fear as he took of his belt and laid it on the centre table. He smirked and walked in front of me blocking my view of the T.V and looked me over. I. “I followed you,” “Why?” “Because I didn’t trust him,” He said looking straight down at me. “Thank you so much. You are the best big brother a girl could have,” I looked straight into his eyes and realized something. I loved him, not just the brother sister love, but the true deep love. It now made sense why I never had a serious boyfriend or had sex with anyone really. I loved him. “I love you,” I said as I looked up at him. “I love you too,” He said with a smile. “No I love you, like love you. You can trycalling him. I guess the worst that could happen is that he'd say no." No," broke in Paula, who hadn't spoken up until then, "the worst thatcould happen is that he'd blab it to the entire neighborhood. He could goand tell everyone at our old school... then the next time anybody sees usat the mall or downtown or at a movie or something, they'd laugh theirasses off at us..." Yeah?" Denise rejoined. "So who are you going to call, then, if I mayask?" God, I don't know," he replied, "What.