Tamara knew his sense of honor would force him to do whatever he could to help her. It was just she knew the one thing she wanted – the one thing sh... needed – he couldn’t do. Not once Alicia fucked it up ... and Alicia would fuck it up. It was what Alicia did.Still, it was her birthday and tradition stated she got a birthday wish. She knew what her birthday wish was – and what she hoped her future would be, too.Alicia watched furiously as the tiny redhead and her traitorous sister disappeared.. Not Chris, though. We talked about it a few times and he simply couldn’t bring himself to ask one of the girls out or even start a conversation. Whenever a girl tried to start a conversation with him, he just got flustered and couldn’t put three words together in a logical string.After I graduated from high school, Tina and I went to different colleges so our romance was pretty much over. Chris had one more year in high school, then he wanted to come to Oregon State with me. I enjoy mathematics. I heard my Mum telling him not to worry, thatit was just pre-marriage jitters and that I would soon sort myself out.The more I thought about it I realized that even if I wanted to stay asa woman, becoming Jason's wife meant I would have to bear his childrenand be a mother to them. Did I really want to get married? I didn't haveany maternal feelings towards babies. In fact, they scared the livingdaylights out of me and I really wanted nothing to do with them. Idecided that all of the crying, . " I assured her.Jessica quickly snatched up a pair of running shorts and a tank-top off the floor and put them on. Without saying anything else to me, she abruptly reopened the bedroom door and stepped back into the living room."I am so sorry, Todd." Jessica apologized."It's not a big deal, Jessica." Todd said. "Let's just forget about it." Okay. Thanks, Todd." Jessica said.I climbed out of bed and put on a pair of shorts and tee-shirt and joined them in the living room."Are you hungry, Todd?.