. But a part of me was always thinking of John... and the growing child inside me, which we had produced... It wasn't til about 2 weeks later that Joh... couldn't hold any longer. I don't know if he just needed some time thinking, most of the things had happened very fast, or if it was just his sex urge that got too strong... nowadays I don't care... It was Friday evening, John had taken Blackie out for a ride when he got home from school... and as usual I was in bed with Tim as soon as he passed. Let’s think of it as an incentive to be on your best behavior.” I felt my knees go week at the thought, my eyes drifting back to the cage. I nodded, finding it impossible to speak, amusing both her and Ally who began running her nails slowly down my back just hard enough to leave a trail of pink in their wake, or so I imagined. “Come along, kitty.” Reluctantly I followed, having no choice, my leash looped around Laura’s wrist, Ally giving my bare ass a playful swat. I was hyper aware of the. Mom then gave out what Liz and I called her victory scream. She usually only did this when dad left the house. It was now quiet in the house but I still wanted to know what Liz had refused to tell me. I at last whispered, If you had a boyfriend, would you want him to do what mom wants? Go to sleep, she said. No, I want to know. Okay, Liz gave in, let me ask you to lick me where I pee. At first I was about to say, No way, but then I thought about the many animals I had seen lick each other. I. Then one day the chair was there. Visible through the small window in the metal door. No sign of where it came from, it just was. As frightening as the disappearances had been, this chilled his spine. And so it came that he took all the money he could find, and bought the ring. This day. ‘They are with my mother.’ ‘Are they?’ ‘I mean that’s where I put them.’ a nearly imperceptible tremor shook thru her body. ‘And you didn’t think to check on them.’ his mouth worked dryly, no sound came from.