He got in the family room and stripped totally naked and then he began to think back over some of the sexy women and teenage girls he'd seen earlier t...at day. He also always had a nice library of porn pics, videos and men's magazines that he used to get himself hot and ready for masturbating. He loved a lot of the less risque mags such as Stuff and FHM because they had some very sexy women in them, many of them well-known celebrities, and the babes were willing to strip down to barely lingerie. One day you’ll reach the goal and experience nirvana. Do not despair if it isn’t tomorrow, or even before your soul passes to your next life. Simply seek each day to take the next step on that journey of a thousand miles.”“I’m not sure I believe in reincarnation or the afterlife,” I said.“Do you believe in the sun?”“I know it exists. I see it every day.”“And when it’s cloudy, or at night, does it exist? Even though you can’t see it?”“Yes, of course.”“Perhaps this life is cloudy, or it’s. We dwellers of this Grey realm live for the present. For the now. It is for this reason alone that we come out of our black and white everyday lives and escape to the world of Now, where one lives and follows ones own heartfelt dreams. And for those short periods of time we Live. And we live free. Free of the past, free of the future. Just free…….! My thoughts were quite suddenly interrupted by a shrill shout from the roof of the train compartment. The trains services in these lands are not. I don’t want to change these arrangements yet, since we’re having such a good time, so I just hope she’s being careful. I mean, shit, Megan is a nurse and should know what she’s doing.”Not Being Careful EnoughOur stay-at-home arrangements went on for five more weeks, and with my irregular periods, it was hard to judge when I might be in the fertile part of my cycle. One way I could tell is when Bryan would tell me how thick, creamy, and tasty my cervical fluids were, and we’d just have oral sex.