The first piece of dumb luck put Julie and me in the same group. I spent a lot of time with Julie (and the other two) in the library doing research an... I managed to get Julie to have coffee with me after our group meetings. Without being overly aggressive I let Julie know I was interested in her. Probably no surprise to her. Given her looks she'd probably had guys sniffing after her since she was twelve. She knew what she had so she knew guys were going to be interested in her.Then the second. “Me to,” Claire said, taking Flynn’s arm to the very back of the Suburban.Diana got to the front with her sister, as we all loaded up.First thing was a gas fill-up, at the Phillip’s 66 just down the street. It was pay at the pump, so Diana got out to do that, while I felt a hand drop on my thigh.I looked at Faith, who smiled back at me, and lay her head on my shoulder. I barely heard her say, “I love you, Richard.”I kissed her forehead and said, just as quietly, “I know.”Diana got back in and. "What else?" Your sense of dressing is getting better day by day," I continued. "Even my wife is somewhat surprised to see the range of sarees you prefer wearing nowadays." That's because of my club activities," She intervened abruptly. "I need to look presentable in the company of some big people." Presentable?" I queried. "You have started looking gorgeous nowadays. I hope guys are not chasing you while you go out."She began laughing as she said, "I think that is going too far. I am going to. “I waited patiently that evening in a wonderfully warm, candlelit bath. My body seemed to glow in the warmth of the candle light. I lay naked and horny as a toad. My world collapsed that night. He walked in completely dressed, wondered what I was doing and told me I needed professional help. I cried for days and buried my sexuality for years after. Between the experience with my first husband, and now John’s rejection of my sexuality, I got the message that maybe the men in my life were right..