I broke the kiss slightly only to have her tongue snake from between her lips to flick at my lips.Shanaya had wrapped her fingers into my hairs and wa... slowly drawing my hair between her fingers. My hands were busy exploring her body. I leaned back into the bed and Shanaya was lying across me. I had full access to her breasts over her bra. Shanaya was breathing heavily as my hands enclosed the softness of her breasts. Shanaya looked at me and gently kissed me on the lips while I slowly squeezed. I don't need a prince in shining armor to come to my rescue. Just because I was raped by my own daddy..." She stopped from anger or some other emotion.I was stunned for a moment then is said, "That's not what I meant and totally not why I asked."I think she was going to argue even more until my stomach started to growl.I looked down and shuffled my feet as I said, "I only had a small breakfast, and I skipped lunch. I was working my way through an excuse so as not to seem rude. So I thought. We have been together for two years. I am twenty-three and the men are all thirty-five.Suddenly, I realized I had been standing there brushing my shoulder length auburn hair for the past ten minutes while I reminisced. Checking my appearance once more, I hurried down the stairs to wait for the men. I did not have to wait long because at precisely six o’clock the front door opened and all three men were teasingly pushing and shoving each other to see who would get in the door first and get the. I showed him into the front room and he sat on the sofa, I sat next to him and as we talked I learnt he was 37 years old, married with two small c***dren. I eyed him up and thought ‘he should know what he’s doing’ as I was simply in need to have sex. As he prattled on about this insurance I watched him.Then as he stopped to breathe he looked at me and said “You’re not really interested are you”, I smiled at him, leaned towards him and kissed him. I pulled away then with my left arm around his.