With Spook, though, my thoughts were my "job," if you wanted to call it that, my thoughts and my efforts to express them. There was no down time, no i...le moment when I could sit back and take a little ease; it was a constant press of questions and discussions where I often felt way out of my depth. I was struggling simply to keep afloat.Early on I'd suggested to Spook that he find other people to talk to, people who might know a lot more than I about ... well, nearly everything. He told me no,. How’d that work out? Bad at first but good – Overall. Were you okay with loosing your virginity like that? I mean from what it sounds like you were pretty shy and still new to all that sex stuff. I was not always like that. If you will remember, I was quite happy growing up – with the exception of dealing with my parents of course. Well, that and being cheated on twice. I spent the rest of that semester trying to meet some one to date but in the end it seemed more sensible to just find some. ” That seemed to be the way names were used here. After all, Béla had said her last name first, and until just a second ago, she didn’t even know her sister had a last name.‘Bathory? Who the hell is that?’ Béla asked in her sister’s mind.‘Hey! I needed a last name for identification!’ Beth explained, exasperation evident in her mind. ‘That was the last, last name I had before the Praetor took me! Should I have said “Tepes”?’‘You didn’t need to say anything at all, ‘ Béla smirked, looking at her. I feigned interest in something on the river bank while watching him and his hand drifted over her belly and cupped her vulva. She squirmed a little at this and his hand settled there, manipulating her lips.I put my towel down and laid out on my stomach, first so that I could watch and second to hide my stiffening cock. He was fingering her and, after whispering to her, he beckoned me closer. My heart was thudding in my chest, mouth dry and I was more turned on than I had been for ages. My cock.