'Is this her? Is she here for me?'But it never was.As the weeks ticked by my rational self realized it was neverhappening. She was never coming back f...r me. But my emotional selfwould not let go of the ideal. It entered my dreams. I had a visualrepresentation of the woman I imagined she'd be. An attractivedistinguished woman. And our life together with the baby. So vivid.So perfect. So joyous. But it just meant waking to a world withouther every morning would be another fresh crushing blow,. The big problem was that we all understood that what we'd been doing for the last few days had only a short term effect on the reality that was Game World and that if we wanted to put a stop to networks like Onyx and Bronze, we needed to cause them some permanent long term pain.I left my mates at breakfast and went and met with Elsa, Dupree, Talbot, and Danvers. We met in Lord Barnabas' private office. It was a bit cramped with the five of us in it but we weren't there for long. As it turned. John continued to fuck Wendy and me regularly. Naomi didnt seem to mind sharing her husband with us. I guess the Friday night parties helped, for her and also for me. As my pregnancy progressed I was seeing Veronica at regular intervals. Then on one of my visits she pressed her stethoscope against my belly and listened for a heart beat. She seemed to listen for a long time, then finally she looked at me with a funny smile. Helen! I think that you are having twins. I think wed better send you. .”“Each of you sluts stand at attention, back arched, asses out, tits outs. Hand behind your back.” I tried to do as he instructed, but was still too confused to understand exactly what he was saying.“Marissa weren’t you told to shave this whore’s head?”The black girl who had cut my hair answered: “Yes”.“Then what the fuck is this, as he began to pull on my hair?“Get your black ass up here and bring the clippers.”Well, as bad as my hair was, I had hoped to avoid my head being shaved. How would.