~Alexander Morningstar’s Celestial Matters -Alarial- With a wan smile, Master’s beautiful dark countenance faded away. He took his dream with him....The bed of black silk gave way to expansive darkness. For a time I floated upon this sea of nothing…adrift…like a lost ship on unfamiliar waters. It was altogether peaceful… and altogether lonesome. My mind gently tumbled over stray thoughts and flashes of memory. The warmth of Sister Maria’s hands was suddenly on my face. She was smiling in that way. . Nitish bhe bohot excited ho gya or mere seene ko paglo ki taraha chumne laga. Meine kaha nitish ab bus bhe kro or kitna kro ge. Usne kaha ki POONAM BHABHi aaj na rook , ye to mera kabse sapna tha.Meine heiran hokr pucha.. SAPNA tha !!!! usne kaha hann bhabhi, mein apko shru se pyar krna chahata tha. Or fir hafte hafte khene laga “ apke boobs ko blouse me dekh kr mein hamesha se tarasta tha ki kya kabhi mein inhe nanga dekh pauga”.Meine uske baal pakad kr thoda sa upper uthaya or kaha “dekho. ”. she said.“Yeah I know, and it doesn’t even feel weird. That’s good.”, I said.And we kept talking, when my mind was just somewhere else. Her essence, intoxicating. I love women who smell good. And that’s how my hand goes around her shoulder on the right and I pull her closer to me. I smell her. And my left hand is holding her right hand. Just like a couple, sitting there, slowing feeling each other.“You still haven’t changed, stop it, we are friends now!”, she said.“Really? I didn’t know. It was about 10 and i thought i might as well have an early night, i must have been a sleep for about half an hour and there was a noise in the kitchen and then some giggling Claire must have come home and she sounded drunk. i heard her say Shush he will hear you, so in my head i thought she must have brought her friend home Jane who was our neighbor so i never shouted down i just left them.i tried to turn over and as i was just about to go i heard a mans voice i thought no!! it must be the.