"Ashley looked at him, took a deep breath, and got herself ready to take the next step." I want to have sex. I mean, real sex. I'm a virgin right now,...but I decided it's time for me to have sex with a guy. I just don't want to do it with a boy who doesn't know anything about it."Mr. Brenner opened his mouth to say something, but just stopped."I mean, shouldn't the first time be special--something to enjoy and remember fondly? I don't want my first time to be something to just get out of the. I took the cards with me as I would give them out at breakfast. When I went through the galley, Frieda was waiting for me. She said, "I was about to come looking for you. You were done with your shift at midnight. It's after one, are you okay?"I smiled, "I'm fine, Love, I had to do some things downstairs."Frieda noted the cards in my hand, "You're so conscientious and loving to remember that tomorrow is Valentine's Day. Come to bed; your admirers are probably all asleep, but you can snuggle. Suddenly, J. B. stripped off Sue's clothes, unzipped his pants, leaned her over the hood, and penetrated her from the rear. Don and Maggie watched them through the windshield, transfixed by the spectacle of Sue’s breasts bouncing off the hood of the car as J. B., one hand clutching a bolt of her long, red hair, hunched back and forth until collapsing on top of her, his white buttocks reflecting the pale moonlight. Maggie was excited, but disturbed that Sue had violated the pledge.She was also. .. what's your name?" I'm Katie," I said. "Yes, I think I am. Really, I always have been.So Ithought it was time I took the lifestyle for a test drive, you know? I'msorry, Colin. This is embarrassing to talk about." Why?" he said. "It's all human frailty. You have something in yournature that makes you this sort of creature. Nothing to be ashamed of.Does a bird feel ashamed it isn't a cat? No, it just decides to enjoybeing a bird. Maybe especially the colorful ones, like flamingoes."I laughed..