Remember therules, pretend to be me until tomorrow, additional instructions will comein the diary and also answers to possible questions that may aris..., seeyou tomorrow for your evaluation"With that said, Valerie went to the class that belonged to her, John's,leaving John behind with an uncertain face and not knowing what the daywould bring, John descended the stairs, and proceeded to go to the roomthat Valerie indicated. It was his first walk as a woman and he knew thatValerie's body would. I refused, but he forced my jaw open, as you would the jaw of a puppy, and then pushed my head onto his erection. He warned me not to bite him and then he made me perform oral sex on him. He held my head motionless as he ejaculated into my mouth and then made me swallow his semen. I wanted to vomit. Once he was satisfied, he pulled his pants up and then drove me home. His final words to me that evening were, "At least we know that the Ice Maiden is not a lesbo." That was when I learned that the. I had just admitted that I liked being a girl, dating boys, and maybe,that I might stay the way I am! I knew that my dad would neverunderstand, and since I didn't either, I had no way to explain it to him.I slept better after I decided that I couldn't change anything, and bythe morning, I was confident that I was doing the right thing. Just as Igot up, it started, and I called out for mom. She ran in the room, sawwhat was happening, and led me into the bathroom.In my estimation, there is. , because the feeling is mutual and nigher of us make any attempt to hide it.Thinking of the joy I was looking forward to over Christmas Vacation, I considered whether it was less painful to jump out of the car and into the path of the oncoming bus in the other lane or just call in a bomb threat to the local Post Office so I could spend some quality time at Guantanamo Bay. Guantanamo Bay was, after all, away from home and all the "Holiday Joy". I decided that the way my luck was going, all I.