In a bitter-sweet ending, it blessedly took less than two months. And in some weird circumstance, I began, half the time anyway, to refer to Jesse as ...dad'. I couldn't make love to Mitchell during those last months while Mom was still alive and bless his heart, he didn't press me. Oh sure, he must have been fucking any number of girls during that period.Jesse and I continued to live in the house, quite chastely. Unlike Mom, Jesse was now quite a bit older, and had no desire to date other women.. Do you want to watch, just listen and imagine, or nothing at all?” “The greasy little Mexican is going to entertain with the big whip?” “Yes, I am going to let Mario whip me.” “Others will be there, watch him whip you, possibly join in?” “Expect about ten people, both men and women but not all couples.” “You will enjoy being whipped, won’t you?” “Yes Baby, I will. I will be whipped; I will be fondled and fucked. I told Upper Floor to have a box of condoms. I want to be used hard. If you are. ”I smiled at both of them. I couldn’t really ask for much better answers, considering how young we all were. I was hardly near the point where things had to be very serious in a relationship. But, I couldn’t help but think I might be stupid to give up on a real relationship with Danielle. I still hoped she would sort things out soon and things could settle back to our version of normalcy. “So what about you?” Melanie asked. “What makes you risk your relationship or whatever you have to fool. At least not for the reasons I chose.Describing all this will probably be very messy and maybe even freakish to those of you who feel I did the wrong thing. With this story it feels like the plug to my inner soul has finally has been opened up and is pouring out so many things I need to say. The biggest problem is deciding in what way to tell it to you. I will try to put these feelings into text clearly!I'm not sure I really know yet how I'm really feeling deepest inside about it all myself..