My fingers unconsciously traced my lips.What the hell is wrong with me? Am I nuts? For Christ sake…I am a fucking CREEP!Then the sun broke over the ...orizon and as the rays raced towards me across the calm surface of the Caribbean they scared the darkness from my soul, the lectors of self-loathing ejected from me in fits and shudders.Today is my birthday…my fortieth birthday, crossing a threshold to where I cannot come back from. The purpose of this whole trip…it was about me, about my. Who is she? She's Julia. Julia is about 5foot 7, has beautiful blonde hair that just barely passes her shoulders, she has the most amazing blue-green eyes I have ever seen, loves to read, and she's my girlfriend's friend.I'm not sure when I started feeling the way I do, but I can't stop, and I don't want to stop. I've always gotten along greatly with people, and since the moment I met Julia every time we talk or see each other we can't help but to smile and laugh at anything the other says.. She was still wearing her cute outfit she wore to the baseball game, and I saw him steal glances of her sexy legs.About a half hour passed and Mom had got up to make some popcorn. I heard her mention that the movie should be almost done, and that she didn't want him staying out late on a school night. She brought the popcorn over in a big bowl and plopped down on the couch next to him so that they could share.Sean scooted closer to her and reached his right arm behind her. He rested his right. “You have a nice firm handshake Rivka, that’s a sign of a healthy woman.” he chuckled while beaming a perfect smile showing his perfect white teeth.“Oh god”, she said to herself, “I’m such a dork.” She smiled and cocked her head, making fun of herself in her mind.“Rivka has just moved here from New England and will be attending college in the fall.” the nurse began. “She is here for a physical and is interested in hearing about birth control options. I’ve reviewed her health history and.