I don't want to ruin my exhibitionism and how I have turned you onto voyeurism. My mind needs time to think and sort things out." We got ourselves tog...ther, turned the van around, and drove back to her place. I knew that there would be no photos or videos of tonight's action. I felt at ease and returned to my home. The next morning, I found a CD jammed in the screen of my door. It was from Lola and it was a soundtrack of last night's van escapade. I was dumbfounded because I did not see or. "All of Sunday was realistically hard work. We landed, we took off, we set up instruments, and we learned all sorts of emergency procedures. The big deal was learning what checklist to grab for what emergency. When you were experiencing an emergency, you had your co-pilot grab the correct checklist and begin reading the procedures. By the end of the day, Lisa and I were much more proficient than we had been when we began.The two men instructing told us they enjoyed working with us and were. She read it, tears slipping down her cheeks and crumpled it in her hand. Tossing it into the trash, she picked up her bag and flung it over her shoulder before picking up her purse and headed out the door of her bedroom. But then on second thought, she turned, entered the room once more and pulled the crumpled piece of paper from the trash and thrust it into her pocket before heading back out once more. Caroline would be waiting for her on the front porch. Carol wrapped her up in her arms and. In my soul I knew what had happened. I could feel it in my blood and bones. I could feel it in each one of my children. I should have realized sooner. The clues had been right there in front of me.I should have seen this coming.Izzy'd had chicken pox when she was eight and mono at eleven. Ivan came down with mumps at nine, measles when he was fifteen. My father got the flu once a year like clockwork. My mother constantly had colds and eventually died of cancer.I'd been a pale, weak and skinny.