.. and grown up ... and, I don't know ... serious about protecting us. It made me realize how you have had to pretty much raise yourself, because ever... time I tried to be a mother to you, Tim would lose his temper and take it out on all of us."You must really hate me for neglecting you all these years, and I don't blame you one bit. I really don't ... blame you."But, David, I don't see any trace of resentment, anger, hate, or even indifference in you. I see a grown man, not a sixteen-year-old. By the time we left the doctors office, I was feeling dizzy. Leaning against Rita, we walked over to the discharge nurse who gave us the doctors instructions and a prescription for a product called Koli-Kleen. The nurse said I was to drink two doses of Koli-kleen the night prior to the colonoscopy. What she didnt tell us was that using that product was going to be, without doubt, the most gruesome part of the whole procedure. I didnt know it then but a week after my colonoscopy I did a google. The idea was that when he suggested Christine was willing to have sex for money, by extension he was labeling me as someone who consorts with prostitutes, and, since the rest of the flight crew had access to the passenger manifest and therefore my information ... well, you get the picture. The airline would conduct their own interviews but just to make sure they understood how badly they were screwed I had dropped in on the passengers who had witnessed the exchange and, using dreams that were. I want you to meet my wife...”When I said that, I noticed everyone in the room except Louis, looking around.Amanda still had her hand in mine, and I pulled her close to put my arm around her.“Gentlemen and Ladies, this is my wife, Lee Amanda McCaul. I’m not sure what Mr. Attenburough has told you about her, or about what she’s been through – but from this day forward, you are only permitted to talk to my wife in the presence of Louis Attenburough and myself. Not one or the other – both of us....