It would be the first time I’ll have seen sandy since I did her tattoo. we sat for dinner about 6 it was nice but I wasn’t feeling very hungry, my...stomach was churning with excitement. Lucy didn’t notice, she was to busy talking about I-V lines, blood tests and what ever else nurses do. After dinner we sat and cuddled on the sofa and watched a new movie together, it was nice and the movie was ok, but I couldn’t get my mind off sandy.The evening really dragged. It finally got round to 8.30pm, I. Instead of handing me my mail, he steps up on the porch and begins chatting. He is a nice looking, 30-something, fit black guy.He is smiling while we talk and looking me up and down. Odd, I think. He asks if he could step inside for a moment. Ok, really odd now. But I step back in and hold the door for him. He then tells me that he has been watching my videos and would really like to help me with them. Needless to say I am shocked.I manage to stammer out, 'what videos'?He says the videos of you. " No," I said, "and that's kind of my point. That wasn't the way I sawit. Part of me bought into the whole 'saving the human race' hype, partof it was for selfish reasons, and the first two psychiatrists I had tosee made me well aware of what it was I was getting into." Did the idea of being a woman appeal to you on any level, or was itjust the ancillary benefits?" I think I accepted it; I don't know that it appealed to me at all.Especially not at first. But I got used to the idea." Then," she. In my neighborhood there was a group of 10 of us who would play together. We played various games depending on whos turn it was to choose. Everything from different sports, to war games, to fashion shows, but everyones favorite was night games. We played almost every night while we were on summer break. The kids ranged in age from 8 to 14, I was 10 at the time. I was always one of the faster more athletic kids, but couldnt quite keep up with the older kids in the group. We played different.