It just makes me mad."Now Hana tried to explain. "Johnny, do not be mad. When I told them how I felt, like I was crazy, they all tried to help me. The... even said that I should give myself to you, because you would make me feel so good. It sounded wonderful and I agreed to try. I knew that I should not try and trick you, but I wanted so much to feel the way they said, that I agreed. Now I see that you do not want me; however, I cannot change the way I feel. I want to give myself to you, even if. "You can watch if you like, but be real quiet and be on the lookout for us, ok Cuz?"The other girl with her quickly plopped down on one of the chaise lounges and held her arms out to Pammie. With a grin Pammie threw herself down on top of her friend and began kissing her, and running her hands all over her body! Janie sat there open mouthed! Never had she seen anything like this! Hell, she'd never even done anything with anyone else, let alone watching something as naughty as this!Pammie's. “Oh, my head.”“Paul?”That was Erin.“Huh?”“Paul are you alright?”That was Blossom.“Who?”“Oh shit. Paul O’Dell, if you are trying to play a joke, I am going to kill you. You will not put me through this again.” Lynn sounded ready to burst.“Lynn?”“Oh, yes.” She sounded very relieved.“Where am I?” I asked.“You are in the cool down room at The Club-Club.” Erin said.“Why?” I was still groggy.“You dove off the stage again, and hit your head, again. You really need to stop hitting your head on shit.”. In the afternoon we used jet ski's at a rental shop at Elliot Bay and sped around chasing one another, racing, and generally just enjoying the beautiful sunny weather. We even spent the evening in the Space Needles observation deck and drank wine and she squeezed my hand lovingly, “Except for worrying about everyone, this is almost like a dream come true, Jules. It's incredibly romantic.” She sipped her wine then and I said, “I don't want this ever to end between us, even when I bring everyone.