I closed my eyes and tried to imagine all of the people I had ever had a crush on. My mind was blank. Had I never had a crush on anyone? Before I open...d my eyes, an image flashed before my eyes. For a minute I did not realize who it was. It was then that the image because clear. “Markus?” I whispered. I had not seen Markus in two years now. He would be turning twenty here in a few days. On top of being cousins, we were the best of friends. We spent a lot of time together and on my sixteenth. She looked down at herhands and I could see a tear fall down her cheek. I felt bad. I know Iwas hurting Mommy, and I hated myself for doing it. Her little girl wasdead, long gone, as gone as the testes that had disappeared from mybody. She'd been replaced by the slut that sat before her, the slut I'dcreated in honor of my step-father's lust. But as bad as I felt forMommy, I selfishly felt worse for myself, because I was afraid that mynew life, the life I'd only just started to explore, the. Than you can feel my tongue licking your skin gently from your nipple down to your belly. you feel my tongue sliding over your underbelly and than slowly up again to your other nipple.than suddenly i close my lips arround your nipple and suck it gently for a moment. i watch your face while i do and see you are enjoying all this very much.than you can feel and hear me standing up. you can feel my hands at your legs, spreading you gently. and you feel how i sit between your legs.suddenly you feel. There were several bottles of nail varnish on the dressingtable. I had never done this before, but as it was my birthday, Ithought that I would take a chance. I found some polish that was a niceshade of pink and I carefully painted my nails. I did quite a good joband I only needed to use a tissue once, when I strayed over the edge. Iloved the smell of the polish as it dried and still do, even now!After my nails had dried, I went back into my bedroom and got dressedfor my party!I put on my pink.