” She said and continued to the door and began conversing with the pizza guy who knew their family.“Oh hey Rob. How much do I owe you.” She s...id as she began checking her pockets for money.“Its uhh….Molly is that you?” Rob said, sounding quite surprised. The last time he had seen her just a month ago she looked and acted like a boy, and now all of a sudden she looked like something out of a sweet sixteen magazine.“Haha very funny. Keep the change…And thanks.” She said as she took the. .. how?’‘Where it comes from... ?’‘How do I get to it... ?’‘Where am I?’The more he was disturbed, the more brilliant and frequent the glint of effort in his invisible eyes was and the cohesive his thoughts returned to be.It was gradual, but in the void it was hard to determine whether a breath or an eon passed. Eventually, something shone and illuminated the blindness of the void, a speck of light.‘The sixth spark of light!’ The instant he realized a crack appeared on the vista of the. I was a 44 year old mother. No gray to speak of. My eyes were sky blue and my lips were very full and pouty. I noticed small crow’s feet at the corners of my eyes and a few small wrinkles around my nose when I smiled. I guess I looked OK. Men still looked at me when they drove by. I got the occasional beep of the horn as well when I was out running, so I can’t look too awful bad. Men still flirted with me ... A little ... Sometimes I guess. It was hard to tell what was just wishful. „Komm, lass uns gehen" „Wohin?!" „Na zum See". Ich sah sie an. „Was habt ihr mit mir vor, Mensch?! Grad' fragt Johanna, ob sie da in aller Ruhe kacken kann und jetzt kommst du und meinst „Komm, gehen wir sie bespannen" oder wie?" Sie sah mich ebenfalls lange und durchdringend an. Wunderschöne braune Augen, das musste ich gestehen. Hübsches helles Gesichtchen. Was hatte ich eigentlich zu verlieren? Ich stand auf, indem ich Julias helfende Hand nahm. Sie schien irgendwie zufrieden zu sein. Oder.