There was a combination day and mileage rate, and I would be using his cab so he would get fifteen percent of my pay. If I ever purchased my own rig, ... would get the additional money. Right then I couldn't afford a pot to piss in.After leaving the depot, I went to let my mom and dad know I got the job. Jerry and Larry greeted me at the door. When I saw the smile on their faces, I knew I was doing this for them, even though I would hardly ever see them.Mom hugged me and told me that since I. The day came and all the students were there for the celebration and all the classes were empty. She was wearing a white saree with a tinge of green in it to match with the theme. Her black blouse was clearly seen from her translucent saree pallu. She looked a sex bomb. She attended the proceeding for Hindi play and speech and came back to her cabin. All the language and subject heads were provided their personal cabins in our school.She called me up with my book and notepad for noting the. ”“Oh shit ... You-”I could feel it coming, an ugly cry. I fled downstairs and ran to the girl’s bathroom. He didn’t chase me because of course not. My stomach was in knots and I was bawling. Of course he didn’t like me, why would I think I could get Garrett to like me? He only knew me because he liked Addy. Of course he wanted her instead. I even offered to suck his dick. Oh my god, I’m such a worthless slut, of course he’d never want me. I hate myself, I hate my life, I just wanted to die,. Mazich jast aahe. khara mhanaje me asa vagayala nako hota. (What happened was not your mistake. Rather it was my fault and I should not have behaved like this)”. Some more of such small talks and it seemed she was getting to her normal. I finally asked her, ” aapan javuaya ka parat.tula nasel rahayache ithe tar lagech nighuya.(Should we pack our bags and go home? If you feel so, we will go back now immediately.”). This did the trick. She sharply looked at me and nodded a no. I understood and.