Half of your mind thinks that nothing will happen and this was all just a waste of time; the other half thinks that something really bad will happen. ...ou peer around your room for a moment, seriously contemplating what you have been doing for the past month. You consider your options carefully. Your body screams for you to complete this ritual, but your mind isn’t convinced yet.You spend the next hour thinking, examining your life as it was, as it is, and as it will be. At last you come to two. Well, I just don't like leaving you here by yourself. Sure you won't come out to Lakecrest with me? Elsie's looking forwards to seeing you again."This last statement chilled the marrow in my bones. Mum's Aunt Lizzie was the stuff of nightmares; a woman whose merest glance could reduce grown men to quivering orthodontists. Then there was my cousin Elsie, a socially challenged cyber-geek with coke-bottle glasses and an eating disorder. Dinner with Dr Hannibal Lecter was preferable to a week with. “It might not be so fun if we pegged you!” Paige warned me.“Plenty of lube and I doubt that I’d mind. The prostate is a man’s G-spot, after all,” I noted.“Someone wants to get up for the john, I see. Maybe he’ll just have to find ... alternatives,” Melanie told me, yanking down my boxers and taking my cock into her mouth.“Jesus, girl ... if you’re not careful, you’ll get a mouthful of piss!” I cautioned Melanie, who just winked and kept sucking me.“Damn it, Mel, if you don’t stop this, I AM. Everything was platonic, he had his bedroom, I hadmine. If Ted ever had company I usually went to my room or changedback into my full male attire. Although Ted was alright with me andmy "hobby" he wasn't interested in having the neighbors or businessassociates or know about his interests. I felt secure in that ideaand it seemed to work, maybe that's why I stuck around. I felt uneasy a while later when Cindy, Ted's ex-wife turned up oneevening. She saw me all decked out swirling around setting.