Together, we drifted off to sleep, happy to be with each other again.The next morning, Diane and I got downstairs in time to catch Dad before he left ...or work. He asked if I'd go out and get our Christmas tree that morning, and we'd all decorate it when he got home that night. With me having a pickup truck, it made good sense to me for me to get the tree; Holly and I both knew what kind of tree that he and Mom liked. The clincher, though, was when he said that Susan might like to go with us -. I don't like tights generally but these did look quite sexy. Ipulled on the panties and these covered the panty top of thetights fully. I put on the bra and put my breast forms in placeand looked at myself in the mirror. I decided that this outfitwas rather sexy especially when I put on the black knee highboots which were the only shoes I had with me.I put on the blouse and the skirt and looked again in the mirror. The skirt was very sexy and not quite as short as I had firstthought but it was. It’s just been him. I’m not sure if it means anything but I know that he hasn’t seen both of us for a month or more. I’m a bit worried about what this weekend is going to be about.” “You’ll work it out, Caz. Go with him. If it feels wrong, come home. It’s probably nothing anyway.” So she went. Her last words were, “You know I love you, both Michael and Mikki, don’t you?” That left me wondering about what was going on in her head. I spent an awful weekend alone. I couldn’t sleep and when I was. At one stage I thought I had been punished by the gods for my sensual pleasures. It took me months to realize it was a gift not a curse. I had been playing alone in the woods again, clambering up a tree when I slipped on wet moss and fell onto a steep bank. The sudden searing pain between my legs and then all the red blood that would not stop running out terrified me far more than the fall! The bruises, cuts and scrapes I did not feel in my fear that the pain 'down there' would never heal, that.