Suddenly I heard a heavy banging on the door I thought it was him must have left something or came for a third round, wore towel around me above my br...asts switching off the light and opened the door slightly. I saw three men standing outside my door one was the lodge receptionist and other two strangers.I tried to shut the door but they pushed the door and came inside.Switching on the lights I was like statue and was not able to react or do anything.One guy was recording from his mobile. “Oh Jim,” she groaned, “how are we going to pay these.”“I am so sorry,” I said and started to explain what had happened, but Sally was now angry on two counts; at the amount I had ‘wasted’, but more angry that I hadn’t told her. She knew she’d only found out because she found the tickets.“When had you planned to tell me about these?”I started some waffle about finding the right moment but Sally cut me short. “I am going to speak to Alison and Jen about punishing you for wasting our money.”“No,. It was an older building, and much of Manhattan had built up around it. There were not a lot of amenities in the building, such as lunchrooms or a cafeteria and I had gotten tired of taking my lunch down to street level and then fighting with traffic to get to a small bit of park, so I decided one day to check out the roof. I knew that all these old buildings had a roof access, and ours was no different than most.My first day up on the roof was hot and sunny. I carefully eased the door open,. And if not for the accident...”“Jos, do you still want to marry me?”She looked deeply into my eyes and held the gaze for a moment.“We both know that’s not possible at this point,” she replied, her voice just above a whisper.“Do we?” I asked gently.She was quiet for a moment, then spoke softly.“May I draw a parallel?”“Sure.”“I don’t think you can change who you are any more than Clarissa can change who she is. Deep down, where it really matters, where the real Mike is, you have a burning,.