Remember I have my hair, makeup, and girl's clothes to put on." Oh, ya, that's right. Ok, let's make it in an hour and a half. See you." Ok, Edward. I...ll see you about 10:30 this morning. "Ahh..." I sighed a deep breath of relief."Jean... Mom," I called several times. "Help me get ready to go out." My sister came over and asked what was up and I told her that Ed and I were going to Great America together, and I needed her to fix my hair and makeup and help me get dressed. "After all, this IS. Ek din anty ne meri mummy ko phone kiy aur kaha k unhe ghar pe kuch kam hai aur unhe meri madad chahiye so mummy ne mujhe anty k ghar bhej diya, maine socha tha k aaj sayad wahan kuch hoga and main man hi man khus ho raha tha aur pray kar raha tha k wahan kuch ho, but jab wahan pahuncha to anty na mujhe kuch tables idhar udhar karne ko bola aur fir fan wings clean karne ko kaha aur jab main chair dal k chad gaya clean karne ko to maine socha tha k wo atlist aapni chuchi mujhe dikhane ko niche. Never mind disbarment, they send you to jail for that.Is that what’ll happen to me? Am I going to wind up in for Christ’s sake Guantanamo with all those “enemy combatants,” rotting for years while they think up new and creative ways to keep me for just about ever?Well, fuck it, I’m going to do it anyway. It’s for Hugo. Jimmy. No, Hugo, let’s keep “Jimmy” for outsiders.I stop to gas up at the first station I see; I’m not going anywhere near the other place again. I even detour several blocks to. Considering thatI, myself, had been a man less than a month ago, my sleeping arrangementwould have been unthinkable to me just a few short weeks ago. Now,however, I am in a woman's body. My feminine body produces femalehormones that help to control my actions. I now behave as a womanbecause that is what I am. My memories are of growing up as a male, butnow, my instincts are that of a woman. That's why, I rationalized, thatI felt good waking up in Tom's strong masculine arms.I looked at the.