Still standing next to me Julia was bent forward slightly, watching her hand as she began stroking my pole.??I reached out a hand and laid it on the b...ck of one of Julia 's thighs, sliding upwards. Her skin was warm and soft and covered entirely with goose flesh. My hand ventured under the hem of the shirt and came in contact with the curve of her firm ass cheek; she was not wearing any panties. This was now a chance of a lifetime; I was determined not to be shy. I had fantasised about this. Sometimes I missed a dose here and there, but I was sure it hadn’t happened lately. As he pulled back to look at me, I thought I saw a flicker of hope in his eyes, so when he shook his head my heart sank. ‘It’s not just about that, though, is it?’ ‘But I’ve never been with anyone but James — I told you — we were both virgins. And I know he didn’t sleep with anyone else while we were together — still hasn’t, if what people tell me is true.’ I hesitated, growing increasingly desperate. ‘And you —. Then with one motion he rammed his finger up her ass. She let out a cry letting them know she wasn’t pleased. Dan finger fucked her ass for only a few minutes, then pulled it out and slid his cock to her ass. Then with one swift push, his cock hit the hole and popped into it deep. She let out a much louder cry and tried to move forward. But being held back by the hips and by others, she could do nothing but take what these old fucking men are doing to her. Several hours of being fucked. When my roommates come home early tomorrow morning after a night out with their current girlfriends, they will find my wallet, my watch, my car keys, and my suicide note on the coffee table in front of the couch. I know how they will react. They will call the police or someone and come looking for me. If I am still walking on the beach, I will be forced to deal with my life. If I'm no longer on the beach, then my decision had been "not to be."Tonight was decision night, but my decision was.