Do you think you’re the first guy who got dumped? Some people in this school have had to deal with real problems. I’ve even had a few. You don’t...see me moping around do you?”Her green eyes were cute when she was angry, I thought as I shook my head.“Then I want you to stop moping as well.” She reached up and grabbed my ears and pulled my head down to hers. With her lips right by my ear, she whispered. “You get your head in the game today and if you play well, I’ll let you take me out tomorrow.. So out we went again. We had a lot of fun. Only flipped it over twice and made it back in one piece. We hadn't really learned much about sailing but we did have a lot of fun and that was all that counted.We went riding several times, each time Jade got better. We went to the fancy restaurant a couple of times. They looked at my kilt kind of funny but I was properly attired. We tried all the other things and decided that we would take a backpacking trip for a few days. I had done some camping. ‘Of course I knew. I wasn’t going to say that I wondered if we might have been lovers, we both knew that was never going to happen. I was going to say…’ she hesitated. I looked up with tear filled eyes. I saw the truth in her beautiful green eyes, her sweet face framed by perfect, almost black short hair that shone in the late evening sun. ‘I was going to say that I wondered if me getting married would change things between us. I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to upset you.’ How could she be sorry. I rested my hand on her knee and realised she was shaking. I’d never seen her look so unsure of herself, so at war with herself. I realised in that moment that I would give her whatever she needed. “What do you want me to do?” “Please... do to me what you do for your girlfriend. Make me feel good. I need to know that I can be made to feel sexy...I need something to fantasise about if I’m going to... masturbate... for my husband. I need to know what a tongue feels like...” I considered her.