”“But how can you say that? You just said you’re not coming back! You don’t even know how long it’ll take to do whatever you’re trying to ...o. I won’t be able talk to you, for what, months? More? What if at the end of this, you don’t—”I couldn’t say it though.Heather caressed my face so gently. “Because it’s up to you. It’ll depend on you: if you want to be with me.”Up to me ... How is it up to me... ?How! You’re the one who’s deciding this!I have no choice!My mind screeched at me as I felt the. ”And then I knew I had him when he asked, “Tell me, Jeff, we’re you really seriously thinking about finding another man to have intercourse with Diana? I mean, you’re so distressed about this, and letting your fantasies run wild, that maybe if you watched another man with her, that would calm you down. That might be the cure you need to realize that you don’t want to share your wife after all.”Our conversation was going nicely, and I said, “Oh wow, Pastor, I see what you’re saying. Maybe. " then I stood up holding mom's hands and pulled her up into me on her feet then wrapped my arms around her and gave her another French kiss, while rubbing my hands up and down her back from her butt to her shoulders and back down to her butt again.When my hands made it back to mom's butt for the third time, I kept my hands on her butt for a bit longer and gave them a squeeze, then I felt the hem of her dress at my finger tips and couldn't resist the erg to just hook the hem with my fingers and. I felt bad and went into my room. Even she left for work. In the evening she came back to find me still in my room. In her office clothes, she wore a white shirt and trousers.She asked me to come out and talk to her. She asked me” why did you do that in the morning ? It’s wrong for a mother and son to make love ”I said “Mom, I love you and my expression of love is that I touch you, feel you, kiss you ”“That’s enough.I am faltered that you think at this age I am a suitable partner,but I am your.