Did I imagine that? Was I just feeling hopeful? I felt his thumb brush my nipple. I knew then that he was attracted to me. I was unsure if I should do...anything about it. I was more turned on than I had been in a long time. Oh God, what to do? I thought.I thanked him and asked him if would like a soda or water, or beer if it was allowed. He said yes he would like a water. I left the room and fetched a water for him. I came back after having splashed some water on my face. I felt more in control.. I could recite Bhagavadgita at the age of five and can repeat after listening to only once. I told him same thing. He nodded with a smile. He asked me to close eyes and placed his hand on top of my head. Then he recited a mantra slowly. I repeated after him. He asked me to repeat aloud for 108 times with full concentration, dedication and complete confidence in Guru and God. I think I could concentrate because I had masturbated so many times in preceding days that sexual thoughts were easily. I put on a pair of white pantyhose as well. I headed back to the car.Gwen said, "Wow, you look amazing in white." Thanks. I have never worn this before."We drove to Rizzo's, a restaurant that was having a special four course meal for Valentine's Day. We went in and got strange looks as the only pair that were not man and woman.We sat at a table, in a secluded corner, and were greeted by a very pretty blonde waitress. Her blue eyes just drew you in. She was dressed in the standard restaurant. It's the effect that occurs when youbecome really aware of something you pay more attention to it than younormally would. I even found out there were a couple working in thecompany office. I had been totally unaware and to be honest they wereboth lovely to work with.When I knew what to look for, Adam's apples or big hands or whatever, Ibecame more and more aware of their presence. I admit I had become morecurious, having had the experience in Cockatoo, but I didn't have thecourage to go back by.