" My mother nearly lost me and could never have more children. My father wanted a boy. If they could have tried again and succeeded he'd probably have...accepted me. They couldn't so I had to become the boy they couldn't have. Fat chance of that being a little tiddler anyway. That didn't matter to him. I had to play football. That wasn't too bad and I quite enjoyed it because I'm quite nimble. But he wanted me to box too. I was the only girl and all the boys were bigger than me. That stopped when. I just stood there for a min. and watched as she was on her knees sucking Jim and i started to get a little excited seeing this and went back downstares thinking that noone saw me. The next day i acted as if nothing had happened at all and me and Jim were up late talking and watching tv having a few beers and Pam came out of the bedroom to use the bathroom, only this time she was wearing a see through nighty and a small pair of panties, as i watched her go in the bathroom Jim was looking at me. I walk in to the room to this amazon women who seems to be European in skin tight yoga pants and super tight t shirt. She seems to be in her early 40's in shape and a soccer mom type bent over laying sheets and blankets on the floor. She stands up and says im glad you arrived with a warm smile. She then tells me im sorry (my name) i don't have the items i posted on CL . i was wtf ? She then says "i would love for you only if you would like to fuck me right now" when i heard the words fuck me my. First, I want to choose my own laptop. I will love to get your advice while I'm looking, but I want it to be my choice. Second, I am not a government entity. I refuse to go into debt because I think something will happen that will allow me to pay it off. The proper sequence is to earn the money and then purchase something." OK, then. How come you let me buy the accounting program for Myra?" I didn't say there wouldn't be exceptions. And I appreciate that you were able to help make that happen..