Time meant almost nothing in those turbulent days.I awoke about sunset feeling a good bit better and made my way out to the privy, limping on my injur...d leg. Once relieved, I stumbled back to bed and had some more soup. The girls sat on the other side of the room, big-eyed, and watched me until I became self-conscious of my bare legs and big feet. I guess I was not aware that my member was hanging out where they could see it from time to time until Hope came and pulled the blanket over my lap. Maybe Ishould show the girls how the pictures came out." What pictures! I shouted" Oh you look so cute in that little black dress and handcuffs." Lisaopened her purse and handed me a photograph. There I was passed outon her bed wearing her dress nylons and handcuffs. You could easilysee my face and nail polished red nails as well. I quickly tore upthe picture, rolled down the window and threw it out."You think I don't have any more pictures, dear?"I wanted to cry as I hung my head and stared at. He seemed like a decent guy nice polite wouldn't expect was bout to come from him.. he told me in a nice voice "Take off your shirt and bra and lay on your belly so I can give you a nice back massage."i didn't think anything bout it and i did as he told me .. i got up and laid on my belly. he rubbed my back nice and softly massaging it. i relax and close my eyes in a daze cause it feels good. he gently then pulls my arms over my head and rubs my arms. i thinking this is part of the. One girl, I was spending at least 40 hours a week with, usually much more than that. Every time she looked at me, I could see how much she loved me. I wasn’t the only one to see it, so I know I wasn’t delusional. By then, I was so socially inept that she refused to admit she loved me. She was in love with me but didn’t want to be. Same with the other girl. The only two people from my last life that cared about me didn’t want to.”“I find that hard to believe. Look at all the undeserving people.