I started to read the dictionary definitions. As a result I ran away from it all. forced myself to stop dressing, tried to date girls (disaster). Uni...ersity...had a girlfriend. Wild about one another but never even tried to have sex. A guy seduced me, fucked me and suddenly I thought 'this is who I am!' I had an unusual interest in transvestites and transsexuals, reading every book going but I was in denial and just saw myself as a passive gay guy. I totally repressed any inclination to wear. I was determined that Sue and I would take things slow enough to build a solid foundation, one that could stand the test of time, even if we didn’t last as partners I wanted us to remain friends, Sue accepted my decision, reluctantly at first, more eagerly as I explained further. Besides, as I reminded her with a sharp spank, it was not her place to question me. Of course I kissed her better where I had earlier spanked her, that led to Sue staying the night.On those nights Sue did go home she. I was able toswallow most of it, but there would always be some the oozed out of my mouthand I would catch that in my hands as ordered. I was rubthe slimy mixture all over my tits. Others would be content to do acouple quick pumps in and out of my mouth and then jack themselves all over myface. There were quite a few that were then intrigued enough to goinside. I would feel cocks probing my pussy and ass while my mouth wasbeing used outside. I couldn't tell for sure what was going oninside.. My body was rather sore from the gym workouts I did during the week and I asked my husband if he would give me a massage to relax my body. He said sure thing and we went upstairs to our bedroom.I stripped down naked and my husband stripped to his jocks. He laid a towel down on the bed. I then laid down on my stomach and my husband sat down on me as he drizzled bio oil onto my back and neck. He started massaging me moving from my neck down my back. Reaching my ass and thighs he drizzled more oil.