I finished off my burger and put the plate down on the floor."I'm coming," I said getting out of my chair."Don't you dare," she squealed and giggled.S...e didn't try too hard to get away, so she wasn't that hard to catch, I soon had her cornered."Leave me alone!" she shouted but there was nobody near enough to hear her.I literally picked her up and carried her squirming body back to the sofa."Let me go," she said as I dumped her.Before I could start on her, she jumped up and ran off into the. I took a thick piece of flannel, dampened it in the water atop the stove, and began to bathe myself. Unused to the exposure, my teeth began to chatter as I worked the suds from a sliver of soap into my hair and skin. I rubbed my skin with the flannel until it became rosy, then rinsed my hair, and began to dry myself. The soap I had used smelled lightly of lavender, and I breathed in the fragrance with relish. Momentarily, I stood naked in front of the stove, delighting in its warmth on my bare. My loneliness, depression, and anger poisoned me. Toss in hundreds of hours of forced psychiatrist sessions and prescription anti-depressants that didn’t do jack-shit, and my life lost its light.What I’m about to tell you is something that I have not told anyone. I was so desperate for relief that I even took a blade to my own flesh. It was not a suicide attempt, but I was hoping that I could cancel out my inner pain with outer pain.”I showed her the scars on my arm and Angel placed her hand on. She explained me about the village & the people.. & she told me once she caught the man having sex with the other house maid in the forest.So I asked what did she do, so she told me she did not tell any one, god know some day I will be caught & maybe I will be spared in the same way. So I asked, you too planned to do so in the forest with some one. She hit my back & called me shameless.We then reached the pool & she started the motor pump to water the plant, I went to she shed to change my.