"What are you, idiots?! How can we doubly penetrate her if one side of her is against the wall?!" Michael shouted.Oh god! thought Karen. They're...going to take my anal virginity also! Ryan and Kevin held her in the middle, while Michael was forced to squeeze between her legs in order to get to her front. As he went under, he jabbed his finger into her vagina, and Karen squeeled in protest. She saw stars come to her eyes as Michael slapped her hard. As they took turns holding onto her and. . and you seemed to like it. Why stop because I’m here?’Jem still looked torn, so I decided to negotiate.‘I know you want to ask Sarah out. You might even kiss her, right? I’ll show you what it’s like to kiss if you let me watch.’This time the agreement came more quickly, and I leaned forward and kissed him right on the mouth. We lingered there for a moment, and it was warm and rather nice after all.Jem smiled when we pulled apart. ‘Sweet deal,’ he murmured, more to himself than me. ‘I get to. Several island women were attending to all of the babies and the older kids. You never had to worry about finding a babysitter with so many of the women wanting to do something special for us.Back on the island, Lisa and I were being rushed to get over to the studio for the promised work to practice some jazz pieces from my past. I knew there was something up as soon as we arrived in the studio. The band guys were playing around with "The Lady is a Tramp". Something was up as not one of them. We had regular sleepovers at each other's houses and sex was a constant topic of conversation, and with these new girls, experimentation. I was twelve by then and my body was changing. As well as sore nipples and some hair, I felt the itch beginning, the itch the older girls had told me about. That was also the first time I started thinking about Mike in a different way. The girls all thought he was hot. I was all, like, 'No way, ' but they said he was hot. I was like, 'He's my stepdad, ' and.