“Ok, ok, you win” I said, peeling off the offending item and flopping back down.“that better” she said with a smile on her face and went back ...o the sunning.After a while the heat became really unbearable. “fancy a swim?” I asked. “Sure” she replied, getting up. “Last one in is a looser” and set off at a sprint for the sea. I followed admiring here rather shapely backside. By the time I got to the water I was glad I could cover myself.We swam and splashed about for a while before heading. .. and yet I couldn't help but think that my life was in limbo because of her love.I was a boy of 18, living in the body of a grown man, when I first met Maggie. I had left home to continue my education at university, my first time of any significant length away from my parents. I'd always had Mom and Dad to fall back on and provide me with direction.Now I was 300 miles from home, with just enough money to get me through a month if I squeezed every dime. By then, my folks would send me another. As for you, there can be several reasons why he has those feelings, but for the moment I'll pick just one, basing on him being now 19 years old guy, not a child anymore: he is in love with his mother; as simple as that. You will have to deal with this not just as his mother, but as a woman too. As such, you can accept his love or refuse it, but this is how it stays. However, he's gone now and you said he won't be back till Thanksgiving, which, at least, will let you recover from these. We watched porn together. We masturbated for each other. John discovered he liked giving me oral.The next morning I woke to the realization that making reality match my fantasy would be hard. John wouldn't speak to me about sex, he wouldn't speak to me at all.Even after we had made up, rekindling the spark proved harder than expected. The improvement was real but short lived.We picked my partner for my next date together. He was tall, thin, athletic with dark hair and blue eyes. He rang my bell.