Maine kaha kuch logi .. toh usne mana kar diya .. hum log mere bedroom mein bed par ja kar baith gaye ..toh main uske karib ja k baith gya .. mera man... kar raha tha k abhi isse pakad kar chod du ,, par aise usne maan na nahi tha .. toh maine sabar rakha ..Pehle toh maine usse gaal par 4 5 kiss kiye .. aaj usne kuch nahi kaha .. fer maine neck, shoulder par kiss kiya ..woh thodi garam ho rahi thi ..fir maine uske lips apne muh mein liye aur chusne laga .. bda maza aa raha tha .. usse bhi aa raha. It is life.It is joy. It?s everything I want. I wish I were submerged in it.?Joyful,? says the voice.I want to feel like this forever.And then it?s gone. All gone. I?m alone. Like a dream, the newt and theagents are gone. Did it even really happen. I have no idea. The walls ofthe room are red, the floor is black. I?m naked except for the collar.I?m lying on the cold, tile floor. It?s uncomfortable, but I feeldrained, tired. I don?t want to stand. I want a nap.Oh god, the taste, that wonderful. "I closed and locked the door and released a deep breath. The pain in myhead eased off. I didn't feel sick anymore; quite the contrary. Thetension through my shoulders slowly bled away. After everything thathappened tonight, kissing that boy seemed almost easy.During the brief exchange with Tim I'd made my decision. I looked down atthe gun on the floor and reluctantly picked it up.I heard K stir from the far side of the room. "Do we return to ourstandoff now, Mr Sanders?" Call me Cindy," I. . when ... well you know ... in the bedroom. I learned to be a little bit of an actress and give him what he wanted to avoid his getting rough and making me make those sounds for real. Some of his friends would look at me, and I could see, or thought I could see, the knowledge in their eyes. Musawri was bragging. I just knew it. He loved to brag and what better to brag about to his sexist, bigoted friends, than a wife he could make scream?"When he filed for divorce, I thought it was all behind.
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