It’s just when they occurred, I was happy. I had a feeling of contentment, of safety. The feeling did scare me when I was with another guy about 1... or 11 years old, and I felt the same warmth that I felt around you. I got scarred that someone else, a man, could make me feel that way. I didn’t want that to be my life’s path since it is a difficult one. I hated pretense and couldn’t see myself marrying, pretending to love a woman and want a family, when all I wanted was to be near you and. But his fondling felt so good. My eagerness only kept growing. By instinct, I closed my eyes, and allowed my body to lean on his. My head tilted and landed on his shoulder. Noticing that I was obviously not posing any resistance, my new friend began sneaking his left hand through the rear part of the waist of my pants until it was firmly planted on my right ass cheek. He squeezed it hard.I should have been scared. And I was. I felt it was all happening so fast. I had somewhat forgotten. She was ogling at my dick just like a kid looks at his new toy at the toy shop. I held her hands and raised them, and undid her silky nighty. She undid my shirt and vest, gave a nice slap on my ass, and gave me a naughty smile.She was standing just in her bra, and I was not wearing anything. I was amused that she was not wearing any panties, but her pussy was clean shaved.Me: I suppose someone already had an idea regarding what’s going to happen today.She (Blushing): Just shut up and let me. It bobbed and twisted as the minds around it were momentarily distracted, and the forces on it waxed and waned."That's enough," he told them after twenty or thirty seconds as they began to show the strain and the nugget started to sag. "Don't try to do too much all at one time. I did that once, and blew a fuse so's I couldn't do nothing at all for weeks. It damned near got me killed, too. You all did real well, better'n what I expected." You mean we was doin' that our own selves?" Sammy.