" Do I want to know how bad it was?" From my position, I couldn't see much. From directly behind you, though, well, what do you think?" I think I want...to dig a hole and bury myself in it." It wasn't that bad, Mira," Matt said as he entered the showers. "I could see everything, but only for a moment. Unfortunately, that's all it took for me to lose my balance. Before that, you weren't exposing much more than your ass, which is quite lovely, by the way."Shit."Thank you, Matt," I said.Brian was. You then risked everythingto make it up to me." She brushed away a tear. "The lesson didn't sinkin because when you told me what happened in the garage, I lashed outat the person who loves me more than anyone else in the world. I blamedyou because I was angry and somebody had to take the blame. I didn'tstop to consider what a terrible choice it must have been for you. Ishould have known the Jamie I love so much would make the rightdecision. Please forgive me."I blinked away the tears pricking. He was caught in that respect, but he really didn’t think the people who seemingly hated him, observed him that much. -No, I guess not. And no I don’t think of Jessica- -Don’t worry about it too much. I think we only know you’ve done it with her because we’re girls. Henry and his buddies are pissed about that little kiss but they don’t think you’ve done more than that with her. I don’t think they could believe it if you did it right in front of them. Can I ask you another personal question?-. That’s true, the last time I saw Helen, it must have been 2 or 3 years ago. Paul had really treated her bad, then the problem with him running his own business kitchen fittings, I helped him and then he tried to take the money and run. Something else you, oh what’s that, as I came out of my thoughts, after Paul went I got out and went and fixed us some more drinks, yes you did, yes I brought them down to the pool, yes you did and you got out we sat on the lounge beds, you told me some jokes.