But not the woman you would think. Not a hot, sexy, erotic smooth and curvy young-looking girl, no, it was an overweight, varicose-vein and wrinkle-co...ered elderly woman, she must have been in her 80s!! This was so strange! I am not physically attracted to elderly women, but I would like to try being the boytoy to a Cougar or the bottom, slave to a Dominatrix....anyways....here is what happened:In my dream, me and this elderly lady....glasses, gray hair, wrinkles, varicose veins and all...were. She's quite slim but with hips you can grab hold of and a lovely tight pussy (no k**s). She's not particularly adventurous, in no way is she a prude but she's certainly not one for fucking if she thought anyone could hear or see us. Which is why I was so shocked by recent events.We were off backpacking as we do every year and took a tent rather than stay in hotels as it keeps the costs down. We had been traveling for a week or so and decided to go a bit all out and go to a more upmarket place. As I write I am totally devastated by what has happened to me. My life as I knew it is in ruins. Those I have regarded as my children are not. My wife is about to divorce me. I have been excommunicated from my church, and I have no farm animals. The only thing that I have to look forward to is a jail sentence. I have to ask myself, why did I do what I did? Until I did what I did with Ginny, I thought that my life was full and Godly, my family was properly subservient to God and to me as the. Moments like this, I crave in my submissive heart. And yet, when they happen, I'm often so terrified that I have a hard time organizing my thoughts, so that I feel like an imbecile! You saw beyond that, though."I love that look," you said, still chuckling softly. "Come."It was an order; the thing I craved the most. Drawing in a quavering breath, I pushed away from my pier into the ocean of hopeless submission that seemed to stretch around you. You walked quickly, not looking back at me. I.