It happened a lot. He was the one to fuck me in the ass first and it was him that arranged my first gang bang when he took me to the firehouse he work...d at and shared me with some other firemen and a couple of cops. I thought about all this while I abused my already aching cunt until I was almost certain that I couldn’t possibly take anymore and I literally passed out on my bed.It was nearly 1 PM when I woke up. I phoned the restaurant and explained the situation, although I left out the part. In olden days only woman and daughters in high societies or the rich families used to learn Kamasutra. Reason was amazing and pretty decent. That was to keep their husbands in control, so that he wont go to prostitutes and waste money on gambling, liquor etc. The families which were lead with the support of a woman were and are in riches always. Thats why I told you in the beginning, worship woman friends. You can see what exactly life is with little experience. More over a Female is 5 years. Blessed is a better one. By the end of that summer I thought I knew true pain. The loss of Sasha. The loss of my child. The loss of my path. These losses brought me pain the likes of which I had never known existed, let alone felt. All that pain provided me with a new respect for fear. As with everyone, I had felt fear in the past. But this new fear, brought on by actual loss, actual pain… this was fear on steroids. I let it consume me for a time. I almost let it take me. My fear of death. 'I am glad, it would have been adisaster.''How will we explain it?' Toby asked.Karla shrugged. 'The audience are here to listen to jazz and Idon't think they will care. I will ask that an announcement tobe made that instead of the Heather James All-Stars we have...what name?''How about Elizabeth Grey All-Stars?' Angela suggested.'No!' I almost shouted and they looked at me in alarm. 'Sorry,'I said, embarrassed, 'I'm a little nervous.' As I had decidedthat Elizabeth Grey would vanish at the end.