You don’t need to ask.”“No, Mummy, it’s different to that.”“What do you want to do? Have a party or something?”“Well, umm, you know ho... I like men as well as women. Well Susie introduced me to some men. I’ve had sex with them a few times, and one time I told them you and Aunty Jasima were here.”“You didn’t tell them about what we do together, did you? You need to be careful about who you tell about us. It just takes the wrong person to hear and we all could be in trouble.”“No Mummy, I didn’t. Instead of answering, I fell to my knees and took him in my mouth. Thiswas something I had only fantasized about in the past. Now, it wascoming true. I caressed his balls while I licked his shaft, feeling himtwitch with excitement. What I lacked in experience I more thancompensated with enthusiasm. Soon, he filled my mouth while his groansfilled my ears.This scenario repeated itself many times over the course of the nextfew weeks: Backroom rendezvous, clandestine fellatio, a. Finally, tucked into the corner nearest the window, a tall metal post lamp stretched toward the ceiling, which was what gave the blinds such a bright wash of light. The room wasn’t a matching set, but piecemeal in the way it was all put together. It wasn’t much different than my own apartment, which I never put much into either, so I couldn’t really knock the layout, but it was all utilitarian.The only part of the scene I really wanted to see, wasn’t actually in sight, and I had to wonder what. I felt very sad and I couldn’t sleep.After a few hours when everyone had gone to sleep, someone knocked at my door, I asked who it was and it turned out to be Rahul. He came into my room and asked me if something was bothering me. I said that I was fine and everything was okay. He said that he had heard me crying as he was in the next room and asked me to tell him why I was upset. I wanted to get the burden off my chest and talk to someone so I told him everything.He came and sat next to me and.