.to cock. We hide it from everyone but in our minds it's a runaway train. To touch, feel, pull on, sniff, rub our faces in it, lick it, taste it, suck...cock. We've done it before, maybe a short time or a long time ago. The specter of guilt and shame dampens but does not extinguish the flame of our desire for cock. To be unabated in our drive for cock, to be able to freely indulge with a cock these are our secret longings. Denial is twofold; we deny to ourselves that we are Crossdressing. I went and got in the lift and pressed the button for the top floor like he said, I still had a hood over my head because I didn't want him to see me without my clothes. I walked out, left all the way to the bottom and as there was only one door. I knocked, pretty quietly but I was extremely nervous, a loud voice comes from the other side "Lucy?" i didn't really want him hearing my voice either, so I just simply knocked again. The door opened, the lights were off in the main room and seb. You,re looking really good!” I complimented her and of course she always did. Very athletic she liked to take part in sports and had been a cheerleader since junior high school with a fabulous body high lighted by her tight cheerleader uniforms consisting of tight tops, almost too short skirts and brief matching panties which I,d often fantasised removing(along with the other high school guys no doubt) as she performed her cheerleading routines. Long blonde hair with emerald green eyes,. I was just bullshitting about how long it's been since I got a bj and what I would do for one.I said I would give someone $200 to suck my cock right now. My roommate tommy said really $200 i might know someone who could be interested. I said really is she attractive. He said I like to think so. But the only thing is she would probably want to to wear a blindfold so you can't see who she is because she can't afford to be embarrassed. I said ok get her up here. He Left the room and came back 15.