One day on a Saturday, as I was returning from work she asked me to come over to her place for dinner, when I asked her if it was a special occasion, ...he smiled and said that it was her birthday. I told her I would come in a while after freshening up. I went home, took a shower and drove to the mall nearby to pick up a cake, a bouquet of roses and a bottle of wine. I knocked on her door and she was surprised to see all the gifts, she accepted them and gave me a passionate hug, I could feel her. I never thought much about it, butit did end up with me crying often because I felt helpless about theirbullying.I didn't feel girly at all, I wasn't attracted to boys and I wasn'teffeminate in my manners, but what I did feel was a great curiosity andattraction for everything feminine. I should clarify at this point that Ispent all my childhood and adolescence surrounded by women. In mygrandmother's house (also divorced since before I was born), my mother, myyounger sister and I lived together.. "I thank you both for the chance to serve the emperor. Though, as I am beginning to suspect, my personality is that of the Emperor. From all I am seeing, I am to be the new father ship of the fleet?" Derry asked."Yes, that is correct, I am hoping that this is not causing difficulties within your matrix?" Kimison asked as he was watching the readings that were flashing before him."No Colonel, I am detecting nothing out of place. All appears to be as it should. I am operating at optimal. I had asked her out on various occasions, but never got a chance to roll things off the charts. I had planned to hit it on the college fest day, since we were planning for a night out. All was fine and going as I had planned until a month before the fest began when she started to avoid me. It was odd and unlike her, for what I have known her till then. She would simply greet me for the sake of it. She would not respond to my messages, calls, or e-mails. This went on for two weeks.Finally, I.