A summer of setting up and running the shop had obliterated her sex life and she was willing to take anything she could get, even lurid tales that inv...lved her brother. ‘So, anyway, Sam and I are in love. Last night we went for a walk on the beach and things got pretty out of control. We were about as close to sex as you can get without actually doing it …’ Amber paused, wondering how much detail she should share with Sam’s sister. She decided to generalize somewhat to spare Sam any familial. A little after 6pm the arrived there. The place didn’t look flashy. They went inside and the woman at the desk asked “do you have a reservation?” Val replied “yes, It’s under Val & Jim”. “Are you new here?”“Yes” Val said. The woman at the desk said “Then you have to sign this form. In short it states that you both are willing participants and can not hold the club libel for anything that happens to you and that you must attend at least once a month for the next three months or we will bill your. “But you were the one whose will at the very end failed. Look Drake ... I’m as genuinely sorry as can be for what happened to you, but put the blame where it all belongs ... on yourself! Pilsner and I pulled you up from the sand and the prize was yours, right there in front of you for the taking ... but you were the one who was too weak, feeble in both spirit and body to take that last damned bloody step forward to doom yourself to probably damnation. That was your choice... yours, Drake .... Weightless, floating, wrapped in a blanket of intensity and living only in the moment, feeling her delight and pleasure with every painful impact. Pride rose like a flame, pride about being the one to give her pleasure and pride in taking the pain as a gift. My bum stung fiercely all over. Tears trailed down my cheeks, liquid witnesses of my submission. “Twenty more.” Her voice shook with need, and she allowed me a moment of respite. “These twenty will be the hardest, but you are doing.