But I'm hurting. Did she not see? Did I time it wrong? Or is she disgusted with me? Have I overstepped in our little game? I know I can get over-excit...d at times, maybe push too hard in my enthusiasm, get carried away. Have I done it again?I move back, away from my window in my darkened room, sitting on the floor in a corner-hugging myself. I'm not going to cry, though the embarrassment is something I can feel within my chest. Is that even possible? I took a risk, a big risk, and I fell flat on. Kyu? to usne bola ki joy ek bat puchu kya to oh boli ki joy i like you to me ghabara gay to oh boli kahi dinose maine tujse pyar karti hu par mokna mila nahi…Maine socha ki accha moka hai suman ko chondne ke liye. or maine bhi use haa bol diya or oh chali gai…. or hum roj college me milne lage or bate karne…..or ek din hamare ghar ke sabhi log kuch kam ke liye bhahar gae the tabhi suman mere ghar me aai.. or maine use batai ki ghar me koi nahi hai to oh boli to maine jati hu …… to maine us. He smiles, his eyes greedily zip over my skin, examining every minute detail, he then motions me to turn around, and I do, slowly.Adrian makes an infinitesimal, appreciative noise under his breath, I can only just hear the signal of his interest in me, but it hangs in the air between us, and even though I feel embarrassed, my groin signals its interest.I feel my labia suddenly moisten with their own lubrication, and even though I have just showered, I can suddenly detect my own hormonally. I took them out of my pocket, and offered them to her, dangling them off one finger and looking hurt."Unless you want them, Billy," she offered, "I have plenty more at home."Remembering my missed opportunity to sniff them while they were damp, when I put her clothes in the dryer, I considered her offer."How about a compromise? You put them on now, but when you get to school, take them off and let me keep them," I suggested. I knew she was plenty wet now, so I would have her fresh scent of sex.