Then a guy walked in, came up to me and asked if I was Bob.I said "Yes, are you Anthony?" Yeah, sorry I'm late" he said "I got a little lost." I thoug...t you chickened out," I said. "I almost did." Well, the thought did cross my mind."We both laughed at that and went into the bar and each had a beer. It was obviously not a good place to talk openly so we went back to my apartment. We sat on the couch, I put on the TV and we started talking – again awkwardly. A little talk about our sexual. ''Goodbye, Matilda.''I was shocked. I wept, cried, lamented, my heart was in pieces. Your sincere words healed my wounded heart to some extent.Then I heard that Damien was going to marry Miranda. It didn't affect my heart or mindI used to meet you at the canteen but started missing you. I was expecting you as usual, but we never met.I became as silent as you were.I was stunned when I heard the news that Miranda left Damien, and you were going to him to fill the vacuum created by her. I couldn't. Hopefully she’d have some dinner with her too. She tried not to think about what might happen if she didn’t. She walked right out to the animal crossing sign and started to march through the snowbank. ‘O—kay, cold, cold.’ She balanced on one foot to wrench off the other boot and shake the snow out. Walking more carefully, she reached the treeline and shimmied her way into the thicket. All her life, bless her small town soul, she never played in the bush. It was like a girl living in New York. I got a modern villa that is built somewhere in the countryside in another state; Somewhere in Kansas apparently; and a buttload of money.I decide to leave my parents and my friends behind a week later. Who to trust anymore right? I made the mistake of telling them that I got a fortune. I left 50 grand at my parents and took off. As I don't have a car yet, I take a cab across the country. The navigation shows half a mile still to go as the cab reaches an iron gate. I expected to see that my new.