She new it was on, and wasn't holding back anymore. She was on her hands and knees in the dirt on the car park. Teasing the guys with her face only in...hes from their cocks. I'd like to say we were gentle, I which we'd have taken our time and enjoyed the moment. But it was rough. She lay on her back, legs open and pointed to the guy she'd fancied earlier. You she said, I want you to lick me out. I wanted to step in, but she looked up. She reminded me that I'd licked her out before, and would do. "This is what it felt like for all those girls, when you did this to them,bitch. Now it's your turn to know the pain of having your virginity sopainfully violated. Don't worry, a slut like you will grow to like it.Eventually you won't be able to live without being violently fucked in thearse. Hell, I'm doing you a favour, bringing out the real you, sissy boy." Aarrgh, no, stop it, pleeease, I've learnt my lesson, I can't stand anymore of this, it hurts soooo much," he whimpered tearfully,. . Eric wanted everything to be perfect and if it meant giving her an extra dose of laudanum, then so be it. He just hoped she wasn't getting addicted to it.He looked over at her thru the candlelight and admired her beauty. He was glad he was making her so happy tonight. She deserved it, he thought, he wanted her to feel like a queen. She would be his queen. He would make it so. He would make her his bride tonight.They finished their meal and he cleared everything off the table and set it all. All the men were crammed in the old hangar at the skirts of the city, that the army changed into a prison camp.Every night, I heard mom crying at night, afraid of what might happen to dad in the prison camp. All day long, other wives would come to our house and exchange bits and stories they heard somewhere about who might have died, and who escaped and who is still alive.One of our older neighbors, Mrs. Smith came one ay to mom, and I heard them speaking in the kitchen. Mrs. Smith told mom.