You just went through an asshole phase. Some of those guys are just plain assholes, period.”“Well, maybe,” I agreed. “But isn’t there anyone...you know that you feel some connection with?”Lara just watched me, breathing slowly. For a long time we just held each other’s stare. The water continued to spray the wall of the shower. I knew what she was thinking. She never said the word, but I knew. Lara turned her eyes away first.“I felt that way with Julie,” she said vaguely.She pushed on the shower. I feel her hands on my hips and sliding up under my sweater, soft and warm. Rather than waiting, I simply slip the sweater over my head and expose myself to her hands, letting my eyes and lips explain the desire I’m feeling. Alison begins kissing her way down my neck and across the excruciatingly sensitive skin of each breast, taking time to gently suckle each nipple as I gasp with pleasure, then back to my mouth to explore and kiss again… as she kisses me, my hands roam across he rounded curve. Her tear drenched pillow is equal to her red puffy eyes. The phones rings, its her friend Julia Hello? Julia has also been crying, Julias distinctive deep voice is interrupted by sniffles Lauren, I need to stay with you-my parents caught me in bed with my dog Oh, come over just now, we can talk about it Twenty minutes past and Lauren has been crying, the door bell ring, Lauren! Your friend Julia is here shouts Laurens lesbian foster mum, Come up, Julia Julia comes up, Jillian, her exs best. Afterwards he said, hay I give you a lift home as a thank you.We drove the short distance home talking non stop to each other.do you ahve a girlfriend he asked.No I replied.Anyone you after he asked, no I lied.All to soon we were home and I got out, he asked, could do with a hand next week if you fancy it.I did and played it cool by saying yea, I see what I'm up to and let you know.The week seemed like a year, aching for the next thursday evening.I offered to stay late again, he smiled and.