My goal is to get into those white Jeans and tank top at the end of the rail, the ones I wore on that great holiday I had with Paul; thinking of Paul ...rought a tear to my eyes.Its payday, almost a month since I started this bloody diet. After a long soak in the bath, I stood in front of my mirror, knowing that my clothes are definitely looser now than they were. I look critically at myself, out comes the tape measure, pull it tight, right, bust 42 waist 36 and hips 46. Great that inches off all. Juno's day to day work and make sure it was completed. Kristina fitthe bill perfectly.She had been a gifted student in Germany, finishing university at 15 andher Doctorate in Immunology by 18. Talent such as hers was the kind ofthing that drew the attention of the Delta Sodalit?t, as they calledthemselves in their native tongue, and so she was recruited into theirsub-rosa ranks where she flourished.Her father was a German engineer, incredibly intelligent, a genius really.He was also a raging. 8 pm came and went…as well as 8:10. I wondered if I had been punked…or she chickened out. But at 8:17, there was a knock at the door. I opened the door and there she was. She smiled but looked a little nervous. She couldn’t have been as much as I was. My jaw dropped open as she looked better than any time I had ever seen her. She had on a little black dress and heels. She looked incredible. She came in and I gave her a big hug. I went to kiss her but she pulled back. “Sorry, but could we not. They seem to desire women with a little meat on their bones, which I can't say as I blame them, I prefer that myself.What I'd discovered in Miranda, s Email was enough to prompt me to want to find out what the hell she was up to and with who. The biggest problem I was facing was not knowing how to find out anything, other than what was emailed to her. That day at work I spent most of the day trying to figure out what to do. It was about quitting time when I called my secretary into my office, I.