"I know that part of you wants to experiment, and let go, but you just can't let yourself. I don't know why, but I'm getting to the point where I don'... care either." What's that supposed to mean?" she asked, looking up in alarm. Good, I thought to myself, I got a reaction out of her."It means what it means. I'm tired of trying to get you to open up. From now on we'll just have plain boring sex, once a month, or whenever you're not too tired and sore from your day." I had finished dressing, and. The auto driver doesn’t know Tamil so we spoke in Tamil to make a list of items to purchase.She : write down tomatoes,potato,onion,drumstick.(thakkali,kezhangu,vengayam, murungaka, eludhiko da)Me : intentionally asked her how would drumstick look like (murungaka epdi irukum anni?)She : found my intentions and with naughty smile she said ‘it’ll be big and long kanna (adhu nelama perusa irukum da)Me : oh do show me when we get there ( anga poi enaku epdi irukum nu kaaminga)She : you have to show. Patty and James really love the RV. They already took it on a trip up to Estes Park for the weekend. The kids, Paul and Tom, really liked it a lot. I think giving the RV to James, was the perfect thing to do. Now don’t get to feeling blue, you have lots to be thankful for, and you are doing such a fantastic job where you are. Keep it up honey, I love you, bye.” said Karen.‘Baby, you always knew the right thing to say, to me to get me back up again. Thank you and I love you too. Keep watch over. See ya around Becky."For the rest of my senior year Becky would smile and wave at me when I saw her around the campus. She called a few times, not begging but just wanting to know if I had changed my mind; I hadn't. I heard through the college grapevine that she was still living the free life style and was dating several different men.I graduated in the top 5 per cent of my class with a double major in Computer Science and System Analysis. A medium size manufacturing firm offered me a position.